Blogs:

Playfultoy:

Blog where I show fucked up porn as inspiration and to edge. 

TW: 

Vomit, Toilet play, all sorts of gross and fucked up things...

​BrainlessThoughts:​​​

TW:

Pro Ana content

Current Diet Challenge:

​Denial Diet: GW: 80kg

Tag for all the weekly updates: Denial Diet

👩 Me:

I’m a soft, yet fucked up person. I like all the wrong things and I’m easily scared and anxious irl. I’m very happy if anyone want’s to talk to me, as long as they respect my boundaries :)

♋ Sign:

Cancer, Libra rising

💬 Communication needs:

Please be direct and as literal as you can. Be nice and encouraging, unsolicited meanness and rudeness is not appreciated. And don’t interpret into what I say, I tend to be a very literal person (ASD).

📏 Height:

172 cm / 5’7’’

📚 Hobbies / Interests:

Quiet things, History (lgbtqia+/womens-history especially), weird books, witchy/nerdy things, make up, ttrpgs, obscure facts, crows, stuffies,

📻 Music:

Anything that slaps, I need music that pounds my brain when I listen to it. Hard EDM, extreme metal, queer pop that slays hard.

🧆 Food:

Vegetarian

🧠 Mental Health:

Recurring depression and ASD, maybe eating disorder, but idk.

⚧️ Transition:

MTF. So far I have done: Facial hair removal (80% done), Finasteride against hair loss. Hormones for 1 year. Pronouns are She/Her

😳 Kinks from most to least fav:

Edging, Denial, dd/md/cg-lg, softtops, softdoms, depravity in general, degradation + humiliation, toxic and sweet, toilet play (rarely), forced intox (rarely), diet control, food control, hypno, being dumb, bimbofication

🛑 Limits:

Long term damage, anything that puts me in danger, pictures with my face, pee holding (hate the sensation), more might be added, the rest is fluid according to my state of mind

👑 Dom:

I am looking in general for a dominant person. Someone that is very sweet and encouraging and soft (caregiver style) but in a mean and sometimes a bit toxic way, if that makes sense. Encourage and love me until I do the thing that is very wrong. Be sweet and shove me inch by inch into the direction that you want me to go. Don’t punish me with harsh punishments and negativity, rather reward me when I do good. No gender preference. Age: Minimum 28 years old. I struggle to give authority to someone if I don’t feel they are superior to me, which is rarely. If your angle is to pretend like you’re better than me, that’s dumb. Noone is better than anyone, im just a fucked up person that needs someone to be in charge, and I will give authority to someone if they understand that.

🚦 Safewords:

Red – Yellow – Green

😻 Names:

Call me whatever you want. I’m a big fan of good girl and the likes, but also derogatory names in a sweet manner are good.

🚧 Disclaimer :

I am of the firm believe that it’s not “all women” or “all transwomen” or whatever. I am a depraved sub. This says nothing about other women. It’s not an inferior gender. So if that’s your kink / you believe that, dni plz. I like very fucked up things, but only done in a consensual way.

💗 💗 💗 Thanks for reading! Love you 💗💗 💗